Curse called Love

Love, a "Bless" that most of the humans given by god. Since the day we're born, we are filled with love. Love from parents. As you grow older, more and love will appear, then u will start passing your love to others, like a tag game. This bless grants happiness, comfort, warmth, luck, optimism and much more. This never ending chain of "bless", brings the day shine brighter.

In the other hand, Love, also a "Curse" that given by god that nobody wants it. Its fated and uncontrollable of "curse". Unfortunate ones, will be given this "curse" this "curse" gives sadness, suffer, dampness, pessimism, pain, low-esteem, criticized, Embarrass, humiliation, emotional, misunderstandings, discourage, pressure, and most of the negative feelings.

Well, I would rarely bring this matter of curse or bless up unless to prevent misunderstandings. Can I say, I've got this "curse" since a year ago? Years passed by, i remembered the time we're in class together, joking together, comparing results, insulting each other sarcastically. It was some happy moments that I felt that time, but i was "blessed" by other girl. As we grow older, we communicate lesser, till not anymore. when i graduate from my secondary school, I look back into my past. I found myself the happiest moment in life, but i didn't capture the moment. She lives in the opposite of my world, far away. I couldn't be able to reach her. Even i reached her, I would probably be thrown back to the other side of the world. people would tell me, if i didn't try to reach it, i wouldn't know the result, even so be thrown back to the opposite of the world, i can stand up and get a new target to hit. I'm happy enough to had her to be in my dream. It is me, probably it would be the best decision for ME, to stay out from this, till i can get a new reach. Tomorrow its gonna be her big day, triple one every year. all i would do is i gonna wish her from far, and...a Happy birthday...

I wish i can have a "decurse"..

My WOW life

Ah, its been a long while, i'm back to my blog and typing trash on it. I wanna talk about WoW cause its been my life time game, eventhough i just started this about a year ago, it is the world most popular game, the World of Wacraft. If i were rich, i would play retail server, currently i'm plating in a malaysian private server called "Demetrox". Inora, Wodnet, Wowscape, Tbnfunserver, and many more server i tried on. I still remember i setup my own server called Xeonfusion, with Voidstalker and one more friend. too bad it didnt last long. I'm happy enough to be a GM for 2 weeks =D. Enjoy the screenshots!

Welcome to World of Warcraft =D

Been inactive for 5 months to play cabal, and return with Archimonde downed!

Went Archi with my Evanne, the warlock xD

2 random dude with Dindang, the so called "Superman" showing off their Rolfcopters xD

Mass Chaos in M'uru's chamber.


My tanking set. Damn i hate the helm..!

Bon Voyage! showing off my Twin Hammer, eventually i fell off the cliff and died. lol

Ok, a better view for my DPS set.

PVP Polearm xD

Actually 12k was my highest crit, but i just manage to catch this awsome short moment /sob

Finally, having fun with invincible armor xD.

Random shitness

Oh well, how would i wanna bitch about someone privately, but somehow need readers to give comments? Sigh.

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Yeah, i admit i was in emo for that time. After reading back my post, i realize that is not my fault to lose trust from them, do whatever they want, i wouldn't care less anymore. In a serious "whatever" stat from now on, specified people only.

Genting Highlands 8th & 9th sept 2008

It's been 8 years last since i went to Genting Highlands, so, basically a KL-boy like me don't have experience on the theme park rides. So, i went there together with 9 classmates, they are Huiting, Siewkuan, Chloe, Wanfen, Nazwa, Lishan, Shahrukh, Issac, Jiayi. All of them are very cool, having fun all the time in the trip.

We ride the cable car at around 12 noon, to reach highlands. The fog there was heavy, strong, and very humid. It was kinda scary though. The rides are short, enough to scare a bit of your life off. I, am so sad for myself of having Acrophobia, which is fear of heights. But, i tried every ride they brought me, with fear, breathing difficulties, cold, and screams!

Foods and Drinks in Genting is superb-bly expensive. I'd never visit a place which cost over 20 bucks per meal! Average of 2.5 times the price in KL. At first, i thought it was some "Grand" food from Genting, anyhow, It makes no difference than the food in KL. Teh Tarik cost 5 bucks! imagine the price of other foods.

We rented a room in First world to have a night stay there. The room was small, hardly can fit in 10 people. Anyhow, 5-6 stayed in the room, while others sleep at lobby, and some people like me didn't even sleep. I tried to take a nap in the room, with only half of a single size bed, But it was too suffering due to my sickness, serious coughing. Anyhow, all manage to survive the night of cold and scary night in Genting!

The trip ends at 1730, which all started to take a bus back to KL Central. Either all was exhausted, or not satisfied. I was expecting it to be a happier ending from what i see today. Anyway, better ending for our next trip yet to be planned!

PRESENTATION!!

Okay, here goes, good thing about design, is that the design comes from the organ in your cranium called "brain". You will able to express yourself or others with your designs. No matter how bad are people's comment, it is still your masterpiece! The freaking bad part of it, you gotta do Presentation for your freaking design! Damn I have some sort of Glossophobia which is stage fright since i was freaking young! During in secondary school, i'm so fucked up by just preparing for the oral speech, and have to memorize the whole shit. I'm so sure people do get mind-blanked when they just so nervous infront of public humans. And now, its no difference by "speech" or "presentation"

So, today i went to talk to Miss Angie about the presentation. After she talked, our counselor, Miss Brenda came and counsel me. What she told me how to counter Glossophobia or nervous, is that you :

-Must not look at people's eyes eventhough they freaking stare at you
-Can treat it like talking to your friends only
-Make Q&A to kill the presentation timer, ask people questions!
-Make small points like "why, when, how" and elaborate it like how u make sentences
-Never memorize your presentation 100 out of 100 words, will screw you up!
-Treat that they not paying attention on what you said(most of the time you daydream when people presenting yes?) !

Damn It's easy for me to say like that, but i doubt that i can do what i mentioned! Finally, my personal advice, take it lightly, the presentation just take over 10/100 marks. Just say all you can, It is just 10 marks alright! sheesh! (Not a good advice! xD)

July Movie Spree Ended!

Recently, July is full with Cool movies, I watched all of them except for the horors and locals. As usual, i love popcorns from GSC to be served along with my movie. Hot movies definitely is going to make a long queue for the ticket, but somehow its worth it! Hot movies such as,

Hancock
Hellboy II: The Golden Army
Journey to the Center of the Earth
The Dark Knight
The X-Files: I Want To Believe
The Mummy 3: Tomb of The Dragon Emperor

It is sure made the cinema earn alot from it.
Movies which was released in other country such as

WALL-E
You Don't Mess With The Zohan

also available in torrents form. Make sure you download it while you can to save up money for tickets!
As always, visit and download the torrents at your own risk! Make sure you installed firewall, anti-virus or anti-spyware before visit those links! cheers =)

Busy? or Lazy!

Again, delaying my posts for my own sake! From the previous post says that i will be having my driving theory test, oh yeah! I failed 2 times on my theory test and the driving lesson days really remind me back to my schooling days. Everyone feel happy with their driving teacher or instructor, but what the hell! Every week two times, whenever the day before i went for my lesson, i always "SIGH, tomorrow sucks!". And you could imagine how sucky the instructor was. Old man, bare with it! That's what all my friend says. they just could not imagine how grumpy the instructor was. Anyway, i got my license already, Then my dad, SIGH! Always follow whenever i drive his car, afraid i would give his car a scratch. Till now August, he still don't allow me to drive alone. Sometimes i wonder why he wants me to learn to drive but he just couldn't just fucking believe in me. Always keep his car key in his pocket even he's sleeping, afraid i would sell his car away =.="

Anyhow, i started my college. Signed for Multimedia Design, which its compulsory to have one foundation year before i started to "Multimedia"! Learning history of arts, fundamental drawings seriously driving me nuts! Don't mention about the assignments, 50 sketches per week. Everyone could just say "A Level is alot tougher than Diploma programs lah! i have 'this and that' report and assignments! and you just drawing only" oh well, bare with it. Oh HISTORY, all Teenager's nightmare! what to do, the lecturer said this is different, its history OF ART! oh screw it! Somehow its still manage to take my attention to listen her. The Most fun part was 3D class, where u have to make 3D models out of clays or whatever. The worst part is that you have to spend money on it, FUCKING LOTS OF MONEY! yes, have to use the the word 'fucking'. My final semester project need loads of money. Just thinking that we pay so much for the fees and yet still have to pay for the projects, SIGH! Still have about 11months only started to learn with computers!

Oh well, daily life! One week 3 days college, from 9am-6pm. Travel through public transportation takes about 1hour to reach my campus, STILL need to walk like crap. KL, just hate it when its 6pm, RUSH HOUR! packed with humans that i have to bath myself with sweat! Its tired and hot, still need to stand. Oh well, Malaysia Boleh!
Sleep sleep and sleep, as usual, back to my schooling life. Tired and Exhausting! Just hardly can play DotA with my kakis' nowadays, all started working or just too busy to play and relax like last time. Life is just like that, Just have to Bare with it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!